another day in the office 2

From the first part of this story it becomes clear that I do not really like my work. The same tasks every day. Nothing really depends on me. No money. I am not complaining, what I have now is the result of my actions in my past. I came to the States to improve my English, pass TOEFL and GMAT. I did it somehow.
There is another saying: Life is that what happens when you are busy making plans. My plans are great. No problems with that. And no realization. In the university I used to think that everything would change as soon I graduated. I graduated two years ago...nothing really changed yet.
Usually a yoga instructor from the gym tells us to ask ourselves if our mind is preoccupied with past or future events. My mind is completely devoted to the future. What I will do when I quit? That's the main thought. How can I use my skills and knowledge to get paid? How to be able to do what I like and still get paid? If I am so smart, why I am so poor?
I know that I can't be successful doing things I do not like. Audit, accounting. Operations. Any routine processes. I am more creative.
The more I think about the future the more I understand that the position I want does not exist. I have to create a working place myself. But doing what? Maybe some of my ideas are too complicated to become truth. Maybe I do not know how to live my life.
Well, sleeping in the office eight hours a day and being busy with the tasks I do not like will never bring me closer to my goal. Those activities do not accelerate my career as well. Probably that's what people call self-destruction in its purest kind. And probably my attitude is my main problem. Change of the place, country and employer does not lead to happiness. I have to change basics. It's not in my power to change myself completely. I can't love the things I barely tolerate. So, I have nothing to do than to change the area of my occupation in general. It should not be accounting or any routine job of this kind. No stupid boss and unnecessary limitations. No ineffective ways of work.
Yes...my mind is preoccupied with the future events, the events I have to initiate to change my life...